I really wish I could delete all the people I want out of my life off facebook, but that would just start unnecessary drama, which I don’t want.
I need to learn to stop falling for people’s crap. I learned it’s universal. I thought it was just high school, or just dumb ex boyfriends. but, nope. It has carried into high school and I find myself in the exact same positions. Deja Vu. From things I should’ve learned from, but stupid me is all for believing people can mature and change. That broken friendships can be mended. I guess that’s just not the case with “fake” or “situational” friends. Those are in quotes cause I’m not really sure what to deem the specific people I refer to tonight.
I’ve always wanted to be the person that doesn’t fall for shit. With boys I think I’ve done a good job with that, guess with girls I didn’t think the same rules applied.
Also why do people ALWAYS walk back into my life when I decide I’m finally done.
just so OVER IT. If I had to stay in Phoenix this summer, I don’t even know what I would do. Spain is my savior.
Overanalyzing as always. Leah tells me I think too much. I guess it would be easier to think less, but although those people may be happier, I feel bad for them.
oafihwoihoaigfoaiegfeoiw that’s just how I feel. So I’ll just listen to Maroon 5, One Republic, and Adele more.
i have begun an obsession with posting deep quotes and images on facebook.
so my sister told me about tumblr.
she told me this is def the better place to post them.
my feelings at the top are intended to sum up why i wanted to post that day.
i’ve also always wanted to blog, i talk a lot, so i might as well write some of what i have to say down (in this case type it)
maybe no one will read this, maybe many people will.
however, if it can impact at least one person, or if things i say, quotes i reblog, songs i post, make someone’s day, or change their perspective, then this blog will be a success.
at the very least it will make vary my procrastination, alternating now between stumble upon, facebook, and tumblr.
today was a good day. class, tanned, elliptical, ultimate frisbee on the mall (almost got hit in the head twice, my luck…), boba tea, gossip girl, 90210, & house came back on today, finished the day with chocolate with almonds.
started smiling, ended smiling. the days like that i want to remember. hence this blog.
i’ll get better at this as i go along. i mean, i hope i will.
i want a signature. at the end of these posts.
but till i figure out one, goodnight will suffice.